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Latest production of Fluffy Reality! =X

and OH this has been bugging me for awhile...
have you ever realized how DAMN HARD it is to be friends with a guy without either..
1. he falls for u
2. u fall for him
3. you guys end up fighting like rabid dogs
4. he dumps you for his girlfriend [totally logical btw]
5. you dump him for ur boyfriend [also logical]

It's kinda sad but it's also kinda true.

agree?
disagree?
Well it's something to think about...

I wanted to post this long ass post...but i'm too tired.
1500 unwritten words lying ahead of me and it's gotta be done by monday.
I'm taking a break from the christmas cheer cuz a migrane's creeping up on me, AND for the third day of christmas, my true love gave to me, one month to celebrate his abscence.
I hate that evil 'tard.

=)

Oh well. It'd be good in a way, 'cause i needa lose some 'holiday weight' [actually it's just regular weight but calling it holiday weight makes it seem more forgiveable] and i have a handful of stressful stuff happening in school for this month...so yeah! When he comes back on the 28th, the worst will be overrrr i hopes!

TOMORROW, i hope i will be able to give a long sweet happy christmas post.

For now,
me needeth sleep.

It's going to be CHRISTMAS in 0.5 hours!!!!!!!!

Went to meet Tatcha darling for breakfast at 9 am this morning....super awesomeeeee =D
When good friends get together, mundanities become AWESOMENESS.

Went to SCC to meet family and relatives.....sang K played table tennis and pool and had a mini plastic ball war with my littlest cousin! =)

Late lunch+dinner at the terrace then home!!

Longass chat with mom and NOW i'm going to hit the sheets.

When I open my eyes, it's gonna be Christmas! =D

I feel like burning that whole box...
and burning myself with it...
and maybe when you see my ashes,
you'd realize you should have bothered to communicate and not been such a g*ddamn stubborn ass.

Unfortunately,
I'm afraid of fire.

So that's not possible i guess =P

TURN UR VOLUME UP FOR THIS ONE.

I'm so mad.
Not with anyone in particular...
just
my
mom.

GRRRRRR.

Here's my wishlist for Christmas, in case Santa's reading my blog!!!

I want...

• My chihuahua to stop shedding... i swear i have fur on everyyy single item of clothing i own.
• To lose 5 kg...is there a magical diet pill?!
• To finally be able to see my DAMN FINANCE GRADE!
• To get my Queen sized bed AYSAP [thanks mom n dadddd =D]
• To have PPS up and working again
• MY HAIR TO GROW SUPERLONG OVERNIGHT

PS: Christmas is coming!!!

This weeeek has been a relaxing one for me...
Monday was classes and facial [NY Skin solutions has good facials but HORRIBLE service, sorta a tradeoff yknow?]
Tuesday was lunch with daddy and packing house with yt..mundanities can become fun when done with the right people...put two best friends and a bunch of boxes and bags together and there will be tons of erratic behavior resulting in hysterical laughter. We cleared quite a few boxes too so we were both entertaining AND productive. *gold star*
Wednesday was stay at home and RELAX day. and BOYYYY DID I RELAX. It felt so good waking up to an empty house...watching Doctor Who and Chuck and Bones and The Mentalist etc...
Thursday was just gross...long class hours with nothing to do.
Friday? Freaky friday...every week my Friday's get really freaky. Idk why.


SO! It's been about 3-4 weeks into my new trimester..... Let me give a quick summary of how all my classes feel so far.

International Finance: Basically quite a relaxing subject...new formulas and concepts but quite an okay lecturer and workload. The coolest thing so far for this module was learning about Eurocurrencies. Mwahaha.

Corporate Finance: So far it seems to be an extension of Finance Principles...young lecturer who can't control his class..but quite a good teacher...except for the fact that he's not very specific when telling us how to do calculations etc...

Accounting Systems: I think it's a waste of time. the lectures are pointless, the tutorials are fine. and the lab is....meh. Basically like MYOB just slightly more complicated. Easy.

Management 100 (yes i know this is a general but im NOT DONE with generals *gasp*): My only general for this semester and YET the one with the HEAVIEST workload. I can't believe it seriously. and the lecturer is really shitty. he laughs like a donkey at his own lame jokes and takes his time with long breaks and pointless tutorials.... =P This class has two assignments and requires tutorials to be done as homework. Can't believe it. -_-'''

ANYWAY.
Here's my 4 classes for this sem....this very very short sem. I sure hope i survive it! =)

I wish you'd care like I used to care.
I wish I could stop caring altogether..
I wish I could stop being so damn insecure.

Feelin' depressed today...



Usually i'd workout to cure my depression...esp when it's stemmming from not being attracted to myself enough... ie loss of my narcissistic mindframe [i joke]

but i'm not feeling very well so workout shall be foregone. =(



Thus, no cure for depression.



Most of the time I can deal with low self esteem issues.

Once in awhiile however..

I can't pep talk myself out of the emotionaal crisis.



When that happens?

I sleep.



NIGHTS PEOPLE!

Wrote this in class...


"It’s been only one year since I’ve joined Curtin…
Only one year..
Yet I feel so much older, so much more jaded..
I entered this school full of hope and enthusiasm…
Now all I want is for it to be OVER.
I’d rather have dull teachers than super annoying draggy ones that keep telling un-funny jokes.
I feel like all I want is more more more.

More knowledge, so I can graduate.
More exams, so it’ll be over.
More pain, so I can feel.

I think I just need to exercise…
All this leftover hidden energy is driving me crazy."

My one and only roomie... and she's amazing with editing software! hahaha

Seven flowers, but two are missing..prolly hibernating.

I miss this girl she's mad cute.. haha!

Chloe!

Easily the awesomest korean i've ever met =D

A rare webcam session =)

i think this was our last time at Asian buffet =(

My sexy crazy nerd studying for finals. hahaha!

i miss them crazies =)

Girls' night in =)

Why the sudden spam?

Cuz i'm missin em tons!

Gonna see them after i graduate!!

Liza n Ashes and hopefully Shanshan anyway!

*crosses fingers*


I wish you could meet them too =D

LOOK AT MY SUPER LONG HAIRRRR.

i miss tat's super long hair too!!!!!!

days at density!

When Duck was still around... hahaa

Before my super tiny cute meis grew up into super cute not so tiny meis.. haha

Looking thru some of my old pictures..

made me emo..

firstly cuz I MISS MY LONG HAIR [yes i know stupid dawn stupid dawn for cutting her hair]

and secondly cause when i think back to the emotions and the relationships at that point in time...it was all so happy and fun...now, everyone's growing up, having relationships of their own, moving on, getting older, getting fatter [me]..

It's like we're not as carefree as we used to be....

Must be my weird hormonal swings...

i'm suddenly close to tears...

Cuz they're always there for me....

xoxo!

I could have walked for miles
Following the cracks in the sidewalk
Drawing strength from the numbing wind
Taking hope from the misting raindrops..

I could have walked for miles
Streetlamps’ muted light across my painted toes
Windchimes tinkling their fervent soprano
Passing cars adding the steady bass

I could have walked for miles
My fingers, outstretched trying to grasp the wind
My eyes, devouring every change in light and color
My mind, brought to life by my world.