Love, Dawn♥

i've just been thinking..
what right do we have to judge someone's fashion or style..
cos honestly, fashion is WEIRD.
and it changes like 4 times a year.
so inevitably, something weird is gonna become acceptable. and something acceptable is gonna get weird!

i think when we criticize fashion... we're not criticizin the clothes, we jus think the person wearin them ain't HOT ENOUGHT.
cos honestly, i've seen like, hollywood stars, they wear weird shit, and all, but it's FASHION. cos they be hot. =) and put that same dress on someone else, with buck teeth and scraggly hair, well, then we call it a fashion disaster.

but then of course you have those above average pretty people, but they aren't like, supermodel beautiful, and they look good in some stuff and bad in others. so what? fashion is basically about what someone looks good in! i mean, who's to say a bow tie shouldn't go with a tank top and vest? if a dude is ripped, WHO CARES WHAT HE WEARS. or if some girl wears something freakishly weird like live birds in her big english bonnet... and she has perfect features with a huge rack...WHO CARES WHAT SHE WEARS! hahaha. but then you think about some geek with pimples and braces wearin a tank with a bowtie and a vest, and BOOM you think, KILL THE LIL FASHION IDIOT. hahaha. see? that's how it goes.

am i right, or am i right???

HELLO WORLD!

or the tiny portion of it that actually reads my blog =)
i love the privacy actually...
can bitch about people i don't like,
rave about people i'm in loveee with,
talk about weird stuffs without people CRITICIZING me. sheesh.

ANYWAY! =)
here's a to-do list for the hols!!!!

i need to send messages to my two babygirls in america *hearts and hugs and kisses*
hmm. also need to mark two sets of papers... which isn't alot but i hate marking.
Then, i need to buy a red pen. to mark the papers.
and i need to return a heckload of library books that i used in my report.
anddddd i need to tidy my room.
but that's gonna be alot later.

today i shall send messages and tomorrow i shall buy pen, return books, and mark papers!!!

i think.

or i might just slack, sleep, and leave everythign till the last minute. LOL. except the messages!!! have lots to tell em!!!!!!!!

so anyway today was fun. church. lunch and dessert at bugis, one zhouxingchi movie and two jackiechan movies at baby's house. awesomeness!!!!! i prefer Jackiechan cos ZXC's movies are usually pretty bloody and like, violent! haha. i'm all for happy stuff... nothing gory and disturbing please!!!!!!!

came back home, chatted with mommza...ate the subway cookie daddy brought for me YAY and now, i shall typetypetype and then watch MOVIES!!!!

kbox on monday, movie 'marathon' on tuesday, and k on wednesday again! lols. toponektv is freakishly cheap. can't wait. aights. waiting for LYT to be free =) then my hols will be complete! ^^ hahaha. wut else wut else...

oh yea! i wanna go shoppin!!!! maybe next next week ba... PROBLLY getting paid this week. ???? kids. -.- hahahaha

MUCH LOVE.

EXAMS OVER!!!!

never been more glad for final exams to be over. NEVER. omigosh. it was like my heart kept pounding everytime i thought about how much i had to study and esp on the way to exams. useless!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think America has made me......suck. HAAHAHA. jk jk.

so im happy.

and i think it's a good thing..

cos a veryvery dear friend is sad =( and i'm gonna give her positive energy!! =)

this is why God made friends....

hahahaa....

so i have one week free!!!!!!!!

planning k sessions and movies and other shit. of courseeeee since this IS my life, i'll have random shit to do like MARKING PAPERS AND DOING ACCOUNTS. all of which had better be finished in this one week too. so. dammit. looks like my holidays will be....unholiday ish?? haha!!! don't care!!! shall watch guilt-free pps movies till i get so sick of them! hahahaha!

wanted to go k with darlin girl.. but i don't know if she can make it =( so see how lo! aiya after school starts i'll prolly stil be free for about one month la. hahahaha. assignments start pouring in during the second month...

hmmms!!!!

aight aight, so far...

Friday- SLACKKK AH. wake up late, enjoy life, don't eat, watch movies, play with poopoo puppy.

Saturday- Church? depends on miss yt. haha.

Sunday- ooopie daisie...gramparents!

Monday-Movies with the baby boo boo! can't wait =)

Tuesday-SLACK SLACK SLACK DAY. awesomeeenesssssssssss *blinks back tears of joy*

Wednesday-tuition and Tentative KTV with peeps. i doubt there will be many ppl goin tho. LOL.

Thursday - work work work whole day.

Friday - accounts. -.- and mark papers!!!

Saturday-Church. LOL. maybe go somewhere in the night?

Sunday- same old same old...

AIGHT PEEPOS.

happy dawn is back ;)

here i am, in the midst of exams, totally not concentrating on the EXAMS... planning my one week of holidays! lol.
idk what kinda holidays it's gonna be, cos i have to do accounts for genesis... -.- but i plan to go k at LEAST twice....

lmao...

oh which reminds me...
high school musical 5!!! SYAS version ... @ ktv!
gonna ask duckers, devs, bunny, and a couple others... EXCLUSIVITY. hahaha jk jk..

dunno why so sociable.. ^^
must be the FREAKING STUDYING GETTING TO MY HEAD.

here's some deep morning thoughts...which is prolly taking up valuable space that should be used to think of BLAW but whatever...

i think there's such a thing as Karma... not in a spiritual sense or anything..but in the sense that if u do smthing bad, something is gonna happen to you just like it. so be careful. HAHAH. future note to self *

baby woke me up at 4am... so sweet of him to wake up just to wake me up..
still deciding whether or not to stop being angry.
=P

but it goes deeper than that...
idk there's just too much uncertainty .. ?

i think i need to finish my exams first.. HAHA.

i like both pictures!!!

so, this is prolly my earliest blog post ..... where i slept and then woke up THEN blogged. i know i have many allnighter posts. haahaha.

woke up at 4, started studying at 415... finished studying at 6? very fun =)

chillin with my baby doggie now.... he's sleepy! =) so cute...

oh.. have tuition later... blah... LOLS daddy says one of the students want to have individual tuition but he's scared of me... ???

am i scary?????????

i didn't know....

i also don't care... LOL...

good morning people!!! i'm out =)

there's three kinds of busy.

the first kind is the fake busyness... where u tell ur parents ur busy so they'll think ur studying hard. exaggeration is key. the other more common use of fake busyness, cos if im slacking i'll just straight up tell em im slacking =P, is an excuse..... when someone u realllly don't wanna go out with asks you out, you just go, WHOA DUDE IM BUSY! LMAO.....

second kind, is the kindasorta busy but still have time to go out and chill. LOL. this is usually midsemester, where there's loads of assignments but somehow you stilll find time to go and have a quick k session, or shopping session, or movie session.. =P

finally, the last kind, is where u have ONE FRICKIN WEEK TO PREPARE FOR EXAMS and u still have three tuitions during ur exam week to prepare for. this is where you start feeling like you don't have a life. and you are forced to use fb, msn, blogger to keep in touch with the outside worlddddd =( this is the kind where u can't even slack on saturday night just cos u didn't finish studying on friday. lol.

ok i know i complain too much, but hey! at least i try and make it funny.

ladidaaaa~~~~~

OKAY TIME TO START.

woke up this morning feeling super vitalized!!! i have NO IDEA WHY.. ahahahha. like, i thought i was gonna be mad tired, but i woke up at 8 plus...and had to WAIT to go back to sleep! hahahaha.
happy =)

not gonna have to take a cab today! =P

Happy Sabbath , yo! kekekekekekkee

AHAHHA i went back to year 2006, and read the posts for february...and almost laughed my dinner up. -.-

i don't know... like things that were SO FREAKISHLY SCARY AND HUGE at that time are like, childd's play now. haha... seriously! slightly embarrassing..
Like how i would see someone i like or smth and i'll like freak out about it the whole day ? or that time when i told someone i liked them and got so frickin emo about it on my blog. HAHAHAHAHA damn funny i tell you!

i guess that's how i know i've grown up.. cos i can don't care about things now that used to drive me crazy last time? maybe...

im a BIG GIRL now.

in more ways than one.

HAHAHAHHAAH ok im so bored im even starting to insult myself...

lesseee...
i'm chattin with some people from my past! lmao. trying to make it my present. planning PLAYTIME for post-exam week!!!! wooooohhhaaaaaahhhh!!!!!

exams end feb 25th, school starts march 8th!

found this suuuuperrrrrrrrrrr old song =)

i think my IQ must be realy really freakin low...

cos i study for hella more hours...
and SOME PEOPLE don't study till the last minute (ahemahemTZahemahem)hahahaha
and they still score higher than me.

ARGHH.
this is living prooff that what parents say about doing 'consistent' work is bull !

lols.
ok im off to study like the dumbdumb i am ! only have 3.5 hours left of sunlight. *stress*

saturday night gotta study le... T.T

you leave me feeling like a fool
drowning in a four foot pool
i play with jewels and cry
and score, but then i get no high
hate this feeling of not being able to express myself.
so i try, i try to express what i feel

maybe it's an ''off day''..... the kinds that make rainbows look like gay porn, and that make stars seem like hornets..

im so fuckin tired of this scene.
i try and be positive every fuckin day but it's not easy.

730-woke up
731- realized what time it was
735-sat up and swore
815- left the house
820- got a cab
850-reached school!
910- businesslaw revision class...
12- start talking abt where to go for lunch.
145- finish lunch at Fish&Co. yum. too much garlic tho. ouch!
200-reach SYAS.
235- start tuition
450-end tuition
525-meet bf
625- leave to go back to school =0=
700- class starts.....again!
1025- class finishes.
11-reach home... daddy took me home in a cabby! =)

i feel accomplished.
i also feel like shit.

toodles.

STUDYING not going as planned.
after housework in the afternoon i started decorating my room with magazine cutouts..
then i got sleepy cos it was frickin humid, and slept for an hour. woke up at 9, brought the dog down, ate, showered,,...
and got caught up chatting -.-

well at least i printed my notess... and changed my blog song as instructed by lizatang LOL. hope u like this song better hehehehe

gonna read notes now before it's too damn late. im upset with myself =(

on a random note..
I WANT A BABY. HAHAHAHHA ..

sighs...

aight imma chill!
toodes